Me being Sick

I'm sick... I know, I always sick.

My parent did give me alot of multivitamins at my early age even when I'm at my mom's womb.

but they didn't have time to care enough of what I did I ate at my youth(not that I'm old now).

My facial doctor told me that I'm very lucky girl, coz to keep my silky face I dont have to eat any vitamins and that I am overnourished with vitamins(just like Obelix)*cynically laugh*.

But I have ate too many antibiotics at my youth, carelessly. well, I didn't know that once you ate an antibiotic, you have to finished all set of it. It is too late now, so here I am sick at least 1week a month. resistance from several cold-causes bacteria.

No one should be in my place. I know God knows that I have so much evil thoughts in my mind and He also know that I need some rest. It's nice to be at home with families, bond to where I belong.

Thankyou God for giving me this as a limit for whatever I do to deserve this.

He is the Almighty, He is my friend, I have faith in Him.

I Love you God. Happy Valentine. Mmmuuach!

Back on Tracks

When I'm back from my Holiday last year I proudly say to my self and everyone around me that I didn't gain weight... It makes me so happy and later after my boasty act I forgot to keep doing my dietary program.

I ate like pig since. 1 month after my boasty actions(which was yesterday), I re-scale my weight and I've gain 4 kilos in a month??!! SHIIIITTT!!!

So start from yesterday I make my self a promise to watch any food I ate. So, here's the rules:

1. No Carbs (known one);

2. No Sugar;

3. No Salt;

4. Do some workout(since it's rainy lately, at least I should do my dance daily).

That's it! easy right? I hope so. So all I will eat is just vegetables and any form of protein.

• Feb 6th 2010; my second day. so far so good. No known carbs get inside my body. But I can't resist the presences of sugar on my coffemix and the salt on my fried chickens.
• Feb 15th 2010; my .... day. so far not so good. I got sick the early day I do the diet thingy. but now I'm cured and have done some workout this morning. carb still on progress... along with all the forbidden food... ;)
• Feb 17th 2010; still a little sick, make it as excuse to drink milk and tea, and cadbury... yummy... makes my body healthy but my mind sick... feel the guilt!
  
• Feb 19th 2010; cured 95%, loss 1 kg in a week(yippieee... ) don't be too proud Hose! got 10kgs to loose...

I will do this one everytime I feel like I wanna publish my dietary program. wish me luck!!

Rain, Part 1

Jakarta is on her rainy season for couple of months.

It's not that I hate it, but I have scientific explainations for this.

First and most important of all, is that I'm allergy to something cold and unhygienic.

Second, you simply can't jog in rain without possibilities of catching cold and tropical disease. I love Jogging(outdoor jog, not on a treadmill), but if I can't do it, what should I do?

Third, for Indonesian background only, most of workers and those poor money hunter can't simply enjoy slipping on slippery and flooded roads. Those whose major income are by selling goods and services on the public road will facing unwanted customers, either unwanted to force themselves to get theirself dirty to buy something or people who just looking for roofy place at seller's tent without buying things.

Fourth, the scenery of rain makes me and most people I know lazy *laugh at myself at this situation*. So, here I am, dicovering world on my little lappy.

I won't dirt myself without strong reasons to do so.

I don't mind geting my self wet, freezing cold and irritated if I have to be umbrella girl for my hubby or any family members of mine.

Poor parrot of mine outside my house must be freezing... along with other unlucky people outside my house.

I wonder how those hard street worker warm themself. *hiks...* sweater simply won't warm you when the rain poured on it. My house would do, my hugs would do, foods and drinks would do, but who am I to do so? I might get punished by my parents for doing such things.

Oh God... let's hope the rain will soon stopped so I can do what I love the most. Jogging.

What So Special About Me?

"haha..." you may laugh out loud about this. I never mind being laughingstock, in fact, I have been a clown for some people I knew very well.

But it is something I've been asking myself for sometime. 'coz you know that the almighty creates his Work of art special. no one and no things are the same.

So, here I am making a list of reasons why I think my self as a special being so I can thanks God for creating me the way I am... not like anyone else who probably reads this;

1. "Arimadona" what kind of a name is that?! well, go google it, I'm the first of my generation which named. The second one, about a year ago are on the 11th grade and the third one are on the fifth grade. But luckly they all men.
2. If your live based on my cultural local tradition, you would never thought that I'm a crossbreed of Javanesse Lady and Torajan Man. Why? it is simply because they both are two different place of different time zone, land structures, etc. When I go to West Java, they would think of me as Sudanesse Lady. When I go to Sulawesi, they think I'm a Manado Girl.
3. Having an Otoritarian General dad which force my, myself to married at a very young age so I can have my "freedom".
4. I'm married at 20. Is it bad? No it's not. In fact, my hubby is the nicest person on earth. Unfortunately he have to deal his life with my unstable mind. Well, he said he never regret it, let see how far can he handle me.
5. I have too much wild imagination to cope with my daily life. For example, when I'm inside my class, when I pray at church with all people in and when I see nice man hand, all I can think of is sex...sex...sex... Wild tiger position, how would it be to be spooned by Jesus Christ, will a fist fit inside my tight vagina, etc. ohh... I even horny while I wrote those words...

Humm..., I think that's all for now. I'll add more of it, believe me... 'coz I too believe in my uniqueness.

Oasis on my daily life

Wow, my new blog!

it's been 7 years since I made my first blog which turns out to be un-readable page since some people from some place decided to close it permanently!(let's hope I don't spell any brand here)

so, here's the thing... I'm going to start it all over again. it's going to feel like learn how to ride a bike for the first time... even though I can't and probably will never ride a bike.

this blog will be about all the thoughts I have in mind, 'coz I have some crazy and not-so-crazy thoughs going over my mind which sometimes drives me out of my life.

let's not ruined it, and let me enjoy my first riding lessons... cheers!