Heart Sick

It's my topic for the whole 4 days of 26 feb 2010 - 2 March 2010
Why? it's not an easy question to be answer.
I know my dilemma of having/not having any baby soon; I want a baby, I do and I always do...
but I guess anytime soon will not be the right time. There is a lot of doubt whether I really want this baby, 'coz I dont believe that having a young one anytime soon would not be good for anyone.
I havent earn anything to support my baby's life, my hubby still need more money for his college tuition and my life have to be supported too
So, what's the good of having the young ones? I'm happy with the fact that me and my hubby are a loving people...I can show my love for him and he can show his love to me the right way... so, what is this baby good for?

If only I already have a supportive job for the family, I will definietly having this baby and nurture it with the best thing in this world. Amen. I always ask God for the best, 'coz I know he never sleep... He heard what His child wants...

Beef BBQ Vs. Chicken Teriyaki

Almost month's end...
less money on his pocket, but his mom ask me to cook something for the whole family, I'm talking about 10 person in a huge house!


So, what am I gonna do? here's the plan(which already been done);
Bought 300grams of marinated meat, 400 grams of plain boneless chicken, teriyaki sauce. wow, only 3 items!! cost about Rp 60.000,-. For me it is cheap, 'coz we're talking about feeding 10 mouths.
If I bought 1 bucket of fried chicken(9 pieces) it will cost me Rp 80.000,- times 2 mean Rp 160.000,-!!


Cooked and Served: their comments on mine is that all food taste great...
different people, different preferent. some loves the BBQ than Teriyaki.


I'm just glad that they like what I cook. yay!

Me being Sick

I'm sick... I know, I always sick.

My parent did give me alot of multivitamins at my early age even when I'm at my mom's womb.

but they didn't have time to care enough of what I did I ate at my youth(not that I'm old now).

My facial doctor told me that I'm very lucky girl, coz to keep my silky face I dont have to eat any vitamins and that I am overnourished with vitamins(just like Obelix)*cynically laugh*.

But I have ate too many antibiotics at my youth, carelessly. well, I didn't know that once you ate an antibiotic, you have to finished all set of it. It is too late now, so here I am sick at least 1week a month. resistance from several cold-causes bacteria.

No one should be in my place. I know God knows that I have so much evil thoughts in my mind and He also know that I need some rest. It's nice to be at home with families, bond to where I belong.

Thankyou God for giving me this as a limit for whatever I do to deserve this.

He is the Almighty, He is my friend, I have faith in Him.

I Love you God. Happy Valentine. Mmmuuach!

Back on Tracks

When I'm back from my Holiday last year I proudly say to my self and everyone around me that I didn't gain weight... It makes me so happy and later after my boasty act I forgot to keep doing my dietary program.

I ate like pig since. 1 month after my boasty actions(which was yesterday), I re-scale my weight and I've gain 4 kilos in a month??!! SHIIIITTT!!!

So start from yesterday I make my self a promise to watch any food I ate. So, here's the rules:

1. No Carbs (known one);

2. No Sugar;

3. No Salt;

4. Do some workout(since it's rainy lately, at least I should do my dance daily).

That's it! easy right? I hope so. So all I will eat is just vegetables and any form of protein.

• Feb 6th 2010; my second day. so far so good. No known carbs get inside my body. But I can't resist the presences of sugar on my coffemix and the salt on my fried chickens.
• Feb 15th 2010; my .... day. so far not so good. I got sick the early day I do the diet thingy. but now I'm cured and have done some workout this morning. carb still on progress... along with all the forbidden food... ;)
• Feb 17th 2010; still a little sick, make it as excuse to drink milk and tea, and cadbury... yummy... makes my body healthy but my mind sick... feel the guilt!
  
• Feb 19th 2010; cured 95%, loss 1 kg in a week(yippieee... ) don't be too proud Hose! got 10kgs to loose...

I will do this one everytime I feel like I wanna publish my dietary program. wish me luck!!