Heart Sick

It's my topic for the whole 4 days of 26 feb 2010 - 2 March 2010
Why? it's not an easy question to be answer.
I know my dilemma of having/not having any baby soon; I want a baby, I do and I always do...
but I guess anytime soon will not be the right time. There is a lot of doubt whether I really want this baby, 'coz I dont believe that having a young one anytime soon would not be good for anyone.
I havent earn anything to support my baby's life, my hubby still need more money for his college tuition and my life have to be supported too
So, what's the good of having the young ones? I'm happy with the fact that me and my hubby are a loving people...I can show my love for him and he can show his love to me the right way... so, what is this baby good for?

If only I already have a supportive job for the family, I will definietly having this baby and nurture it with the best thing in this world. Amen. I always ask God for the best, 'coz I know he never sleep... He heard what His child wants...