SOLD: Hyundai Elantra B 1131 HI

If ever anyone see this ex-car of mine,
please tell the owner to take good care of her.
my parent sold it 5 hours ago and I missed her ever since.

I know that car has caused me and my family a lot of trouble back since it was borrowed by unknow man who irresponsibly use her. I hate that man... those Haji man.
After me and my parents come to Jakarta and claim that car as ours again, she was in her worst condition.
When I already got my driver license, I usually drove her. I got a lot of memories with her... *little tears-hicks...*

these are some of my memories with her:

• I have had some accident when I drove her, but with that accident I've learned my lessons, which are; not to use your iPod while driving; if you wanna turn left/right please look at every angle of the street (or you will definietly gonna crush on cars); if you drive your car in very-early-morning, remember not to stop your car for too long(even if it's on zebra crosses and a lot of people use the zebra cross) 'coz driver on your back might still sleepy and collish will happen eventually; if you are sleepy, please sleep but not while driving, really shouldn't do it; last but not least please use the horn every 5 meters if you drive in a complex of houses which filled with children, coz 1 horn will not be enough and you will suddenly stomp on the child.
• I've been a unstable teenager, and I've make some mess in the car... crying to my mom for something I dont really need

Heart Sick

It's my topic for the whole 4 days of 26 feb 2010 - 2 March 2010
Why? it's not an easy question to be answer.
I know my dilemma of having/not having any baby soon; I want a baby, I do and I always do...
but I guess anytime soon will not be the right time. There is a lot of doubt whether I really want this baby, 'coz I dont believe that having a young one anytime soon would not be good for anyone.
I havent earn anything to support my baby's life, my hubby still need more money for his college tuition and my life have to be supported too
So, what's the good of having the young ones? I'm happy with the fact that me and my hubby are a loving people...I can show my love for him and he can show his love to me the right way... so, what is this baby good for?

If only I already have a supportive job for the family, I will definietly having this baby and nurture it with the best thing in this world. Amen. I always ask God for the best, 'coz I know he never sleep... He heard what His child wants...

Beef BBQ Vs. Chicken Teriyaki

Almost month's end...
less money on his pocket, but his mom ask me to cook something for the whole family, I'm talking about 10 person in a huge house!


So, what am I gonna do? here's the plan(which already been done);
Bought 300grams of marinated meat, 400 grams of plain boneless chicken, teriyaki sauce. wow, only 3 items!! cost about Rp 60.000,-. For me it is cheap, 'coz we're talking about feeding 10 mouths.
If I bought 1 bucket of fried chicken(9 pieces) it will cost me Rp 80.000,- times 2 mean Rp 160.000,-!!


Cooked and Served: their comments on mine is that all food taste great...
different people, different preferent. some loves the BBQ than Teriyaki.


I'm just glad that they like what I cook. yay!

Me being Sick

I'm sick... I know, I always sick.

My parent did give me alot of multivitamins at my early age even when I'm at my mom's womb.

but they didn't have time to care enough of what I did I ate at my youth(not that I'm old now).

My facial doctor told me that I'm very lucky girl, coz to keep my silky face I dont have to eat any vitamins and that I am overnourished with vitamins(just like Obelix)*cynically laugh*.

But I have ate too many antibiotics at my youth, carelessly. well, I didn't know that once you ate an antibiotic, you have to finished all set of it. It is too late now, so here I am sick at least 1week a month. resistance from several cold-causes bacteria.

No one should be in my place. I know God knows that I have so much evil thoughts in my mind and He also know that I need some rest. It's nice to be at home with families, bond to where I belong.

Thankyou God for giving me this as a limit for whatever I do to deserve this.

He is the Almighty, He is my friend, I have faith in Him.

I Love you God. Happy Valentine. Mmmuuach!

Back on Tracks

When I'm back from my Holiday last year I proudly say to my self and everyone around me that I didn't gain weight... It makes me so happy and later after my boasty act I forgot to keep doing my dietary program.

I ate like pig since. 1 month after my boasty actions(which was yesterday), I re-scale my weight and I've gain 4 kilos in a month??!! SHIIIITTT!!!

So start from yesterday I make my self a promise to watch any food I ate. So, here's the rules:

1. No Carbs (known one);

2. No Sugar;

3. No Salt;

4. Do some workout(since it's rainy lately, at least I should do my dance daily).

That's it! easy right? I hope so. So all I will eat is just vegetables and any form of protein.

• Feb 6th 2010; my second day. so far so good. No known carbs get inside my body. But I can't resist the presences of sugar on my coffemix and the salt on my fried chickens.
• Feb 15th 2010; my .... day. so far not so good. I got sick the early day I do the diet thingy. but now I'm cured and have done some workout this morning. carb still on progress... along with all the forbidden food... ;)
• Feb 17th 2010; still a little sick, make it as excuse to drink milk and tea, and cadbury... yummy... makes my body healthy but my mind sick... feel the guilt!
  
• Feb 19th 2010; cured 95%, loss 1 kg in a week(yippieee... ) don't be too proud Hose! got 10kgs to loose...

I will do this one everytime I feel like I wanna publish my dietary program. wish me luck!!

Rain, Part 1

Jakarta is on her rainy season for couple of months.

It's not that I hate it, but I have scientific explainations for this.

First and most important of all, is that I'm allergy to something cold and unhygienic.

Second, you simply can't jog in rain without possibilities of catching cold and tropical disease. I love Jogging(outdoor jog, not on a treadmill), but if I can't do it, what should I do?

Third, for Indonesian background only, most of workers and those poor money hunter can't simply enjoy slipping on slippery and flooded roads. Those whose major income are by selling goods and services on the public road will facing unwanted customers, either unwanted to force themselves to get theirself dirty to buy something or people who just looking for roofy place at seller's tent without buying things.

Fourth, the scenery of rain makes me and most people I know lazy *laugh at myself at this situation*. So, here I am, dicovering world on my little lappy.

I won't dirt myself without strong reasons to do so.

I don't mind geting my self wet, freezing cold and irritated if I have to be umbrella girl for my hubby or any family members of mine.

Poor parrot of mine outside my house must be freezing... along with other unlucky people outside my house.

I wonder how those hard street worker warm themself. *hiks...* sweater simply won't warm you when the rain poured on it. My house would do, my hugs would do, foods and drinks would do, but who am I to do so? I might get punished by my parents for doing such things.

Oh God... let's hope the rain will soon stopped so I can do what I love the most. Jogging.

Julie & Julia

One of the movie I bought yesterday.

It told stories about two not-so-different woman.

Julia(played by Meryl Streep) is the one who from my point of view responsible for the woman-housewives stereotype in early 20th century. A keep-smiling-face housewives, cook-able woman and loyal to her husband-only! While Julie(Amy Adams) is a NGO worker for 9/11 tragedy with a boring and devastating job as hotline operator which hobby is cooking for herself and his husband for stress relief.

Both of them play their part very good!! I can even picturize myself on their place and situation. Well, because I am wife with no child to take care. Well, of course I am more talented in some way than they are.

Julie for sure have courage me to write on blog so I won't stress my self with my thoughts.

This movie is not only about cook books... it's about love, especially to love and respect yourself first before you can show your love and respect others.

Streep in an incredible actrees, never knew she could play such part. Well, from the making of I knew that she wore extra high heel shoes to match with the real Julia's life.

Watch it! truly inspiring movie...

Inglourious Basterds

Yesterday I bought 5 new DVDs, most of which are movies I Love.

I love Brad Pitt, who doesn't? He is one of the man I have in my mind when I make out with my hubby (if he is not in pleasant shape)

So, I bought this movie which produced by Quentin Tarantino which suppossed to be a nice movie. It came with a good score from me. Well, I thought that it would be a humorous movie about Nazi's dead... It's not! Most of the the cast died in the movie theater...

Those who want to watch this movie should really have the ability to speak in German and France, well of course they have english subtitle(which I rarely read) so you must have at least the ability to read in English. Is it that bad? it is! Now I know why Pitt regreting himself for never took any french lessons. So, here's one of my resolution, I'm going to learn French(as long as I got spare time, beside plan to learn how to play violin).

And please do not watch this movie if you're sleepy and on your bed. Take my experience, I have to re-play the DVD for 4 times to finished it! I got my self asleep on my bed. Instead of watching Brad Pitt's act, they watch my boring snore(he..hee... I don't snore) three times! the last one doesn't count 'coz I've it finished.

so, enjoy!

First Blow

I start to think of this at my 7th grade.

I'm quite sure that this is the right description of what am I in a situation.

I'm not the actor neither director, I simply just passing through without acting. sometime it's fun to be bubbles, sometime it is devastating 'coz I know that I'm suppose to do something but I can't, it's not mine to decide some situation.

Why am I analog-ing my mind with bubbles? well, you see it is speards, if not blown over by me

My thoughts floating in the air. It is a very dependent things of mine, 'coz I believe everything is changeable.

I believe on everythings, every little detail of life could put tears on my dark brown eyes.

Never ask un-worthy question to me, 'coz I usually answer it seriously and when it come to conclutions, it will make me blushed either caused by shame or over-respects by others.

What So Special About Me?

"haha..." you may laugh out loud about this. I never mind being laughingstock, in fact, I have been a clown for some people I knew very well.

But it is something I've been asking myself for sometime. 'coz you know that the almighty creates his Work of art special. no one and no things are the same.

So, here I am making a list of reasons why I think my self as a special being so I can thanks God for creating me the way I am... not like anyone else who probably reads this;

1. "Arimadona" what kind of a name is that?! well, go google it, I'm the first of my generation which named. The second one, about a year ago are on the 11th grade and the third one are on the fifth grade. But luckly they all men.
2. If your live based on my cultural local tradition, you would never thought that I'm a crossbreed of Javanesse Lady and Torajan Man. Why? it is simply because they both are two different place of different time zone, land structures, etc. When I go to West Java, they would think of me as Sudanesse Lady. When I go to Sulawesi, they think I'm a Manado Girl.
3. Having an Otoritarian General dad which force my, myself to married at a very young age so I can have my "freedom".
4. I'm married at 20. Is it bad? No it's not. In fact, my hubby is the nicest person on earth. Unfortunately he have to deal his life with my unstable mind. Well, he said he never regret it, let see how far can he handle me.
5. I have too much wild imagination to cope with my daily life. For example, when I'm inside my class, when I pray at church with all people in and when I see nice man hand, all I can think of is sex...sex...sex... Wild tiger position, how would it be to be spooned by Jesus Christ, will a fist fit inside my tight vagina, etc. ohh... I even horny while I wrote those words...

Humm..., I think that's all for now. I'll add more of it, believe me... 'coz I too believe in my uniqueness.